i just want to read and read and read and get away and read.

i fucking suck at everything 

and maybe after all these years, if you miss have no fear, i’ll be here, i’ll be waiting.

you promised me

so pissed off/tired

i’ve been saying for a week i want to go swimming

today i msg if it’s okay- i freaking asked permission and i got it and i said to tell them to WARM the pool and she replies it’s already warm 

i kept saying to go or not go and now when i actually go it’s cold and i complain about it and she bursts and she’s pissed and she’s telling me to stop complaining and that i’m rude and if i wanted it to be warm i should do it myself- i freaking told them hours ago.

whatever okay 

can’t handle this i’m too tired. 

p.s i’m tired and sad i didn’t make a face and get up and leave! waiiii3

i think i know why my mom gets headaches

il7amdila everything’s perfect about her. so i think that’s the only imperfections. she’s so good that she needs something bad and that’s the headache. that’s what i honestly believe.