Maldives by @pa7nass

Maldives, 2022 by @pa7nass

Things I’ve Heard Doctors Say

I was talking to my doctor friends about how we don’t see the doctors talking about what’s happening.
We hear alot from doctors in our house and it makes me frustrated with how chill people are with this virus when we hear all the things doctors are saying privately but not public. I feel like the public doesn’t know what’s going and I know cuz I am the public. So I wanted to find a way to share the things I hear. We’re lucky to have houses and people to be with and the doctors are struggling. We’re simply asked to physically distance ourselves in an electronic world. I feel like it helps to know what others are going through to be more responsible for our actions.

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@pa7nass

Sometimes i think ugh i dont know what to do. I do not know what to do with the paintings. None of them have meaning (and none of them do) whats the meaning. If i didnt finish them all years how shall i finish them now. Ugh theyre annoying. What is this painting. What shall i do with this one. And it’s a continious tiring thought process and it’s not fun. And i think maybe if i start using oil colors and open a new medium for me. Then i think no that’s for ur new phase, finish ur old phase. And today i just thought shall i throw it all away. Maybe i should - which one do i really care about. I just look at them and i don’t know what’s next.

What do i wanna say whats the meaning all my artworks currenty have no meaning and its fine not all of them should but what is the meaning.

So i wrote this and no epiphany came, no shedding new look on old art, no calming feeling maybe i shall just pray to god and let Allah handle it. That sounds best.